Now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences ... No, I don't speak anymore and what could I say, since no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...
So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ... listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share ...- but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No, no, no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by myself, sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.
I am not breathing a word, I haven't spoken for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears. But there is no-one, and it seems to me at times that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind ...
I am the mistress of loneliness, my court is deserted but I do not care. The presence of people is ugly and cold and something I can neither watch nor bear.
So, I prefer to lie in darkness silence alone, listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share ...- but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No, I don't speak anymore and what should I say, since no- one is there and there is nothing to say? All is oppressive, alles ist schwer, there is no-one and NO-ONE IS THERE ...
Interests
<3 Sopor Aeternus - No one is there
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<3 Drop Dead Gorgeous - I Want To Master Life & Death
<3 RadioHead - Street Spirit
<3 Gabry Ponte - Point Of No Return
<3 Marilyn Manson - The Nobodies
<3 Bring Me The Horizon- For Stevie Wonder Eye's Only
<3 Gemmik - A Stiff Tells
<3 Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata
<3 Richard Clayderman - Ballade Pour Adeline
<3 Alesana - Early Morning
Favorite Music
Queen / Freddy Mercury :X Cargo Family Force 5 Richard Clayderman Radiohead Alesana Marilyn Manson Enter Shikari Bring Me The Horizon My Chemical Romance Metro Station Beethoven Eminem Sopor Aenternus Cradle Of Filth Bullet For My Valentine Escape The Fate Saosin Meg & Dia The Devil Wears Prada Job For A Cowboy 18th of August Drop Dead Gorgeous Placebo 30 Seconds to Mars Sum 41 UnderOath Tokio Hotel
Favorite Movies
Requiem for a dream Cradle of fear Regina Blestematilor
Martin Eden ( Jack London ) Colt Alb ( Jack London ) Pederast ( Willian S. Burroughs ) Omul din Mexic ( Jim Weine ) Printul Crimei ( Williams Strong ) Chemarea Strabunilor ( Jack London )
Favorite Quote
So , I prefer to lie in darkness silence alone ... Sopor Aeternus - No one is there
Fraza de agatat preferata a varsatorilor : „Mi-ar placea sa ti-o trag, daca am timp…"
Mic dictionar de inteles barbatii
Mi-e foame = Mi-e foame
Sunt obosit = Sunt obosit
Ce rochie frumoasa! = Ce sani frumosi!
Da, imi place noua coafura = O gramada de bani la coafor si uite ce iese!
Am putea iesi la un restaurant? = Vreau sa facem sex.
Vrei sa dansam? = Vreau sa facem sex
Ma cam plictisesc aici... = Vreau sa facem sex
Te iubesc = Vreau sa facem sex
Te ador = Stiu ca am mai spus deja, dar... vreau sa facem sex!
Mic dictionar de inteles femeile
Da = Nu
Nu = Da
Poate = Nu
Imi pare rau = Iti va parea rau!
Ne-ar trebui = Eu vreau
Fa cum vrei! = O sa platesti cu varf si indesat!
Hotaraste tu! = Hotararea cea buna ti-am pus-o deja!
Trebuie sa vorbim = Iar trebuie sa te critic
Bineinteles, fa cum vrei = Nu vreau sub nici o forma sa faci asta!
Nu sunt suparata = Bineinteles ca sunt suparata, boule!
Ai un aer atat de barbatesc... = Ar fi cazul sa te barbieresti.
Cum de te porti asa frumos astazi? = Asadar vrei sa facem sex astazi?
As vrea perdele noi = As vrea perdele, covoare, mobila si tapete noi.
Ma iubesti? = Am trecut astazi pe la magazinul de bijuterii, sa-ti spun ce mi-a placut?
Cat de tare ma iubesti? = Am facut ceva ce sigur nu-ti place.
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